;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;

THE GURRL

AMANDA

`egg cracked 080191
`bedok norh
`modern dancer

LURVES

`biting straws (:
`my phone <3
`BOOKS
`this song(:

HATES

`YOU
`COCKROACHES
`insects.!

EXITS

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# ann chen
# chenghoong
# clement
# cheryl
# evan
# giles
# huilian
# josiah
# karen
# luqman
# nick
# pamela
# ryan
# yieyeng
# yuanling
# terence
# vivien
# xinyi
# yongsiang
# zi xiang
# mom's web
# my old blogg
# class 2e blog
# class forum

TALK YOUR TALKS

PRECIOUS MOMENTS(:

OLD NEORPINTS
MY BIRTHDAY/BIRTH OF MIKO
MY ONE MONTH OLD DARLING MIKO <33
AS MIKO GROWS<33
MIKO AND LUCKY.!
RACIAL HARMONY
VIVO CITY
DINNER WITH GOD COUSIN
HORRIBLE DIRTY FEET.!
PETSHOP
SUNTEC OUTING.!

THOSE MEMORIES

May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007

CREDITS(:

`designer_ sugar-starx
x x x x x x x
`adobe photoshop CS2

I made this playlist at MyFlashFetish.com

Monday, August 28, 2006

7:39 AM

AH.

i've got so many things in my head.

but i cant even SAY anything.

yea.

all i can say is.

MY LIFE'S IN A MESS.

yea.

ok..

one that i can say here is.

JOEL LEOW.

ohh for god's sake.

someone please save him.

zzz

ahhh.

you know.

i dont know who can save you.

you're as stubborn as a bull.

and you totally dont love yourself

yea.

maybe your childish decision's right.best way is to die.

i totally see your point of view now.

zzz

ARGH.

i totally hate you.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have nothing to say here.

haha.

hanbing.

sorry to make you wait so long

haha.

to see me type this whole lot of shit.

haha.

^^"

some other time then i post my sec 1 and 2 pics la.

now lazy (:

maybe our love would catch like fire

as it burns through me.

FAV PHRASE.!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

7:39 AM

AH.

i've got so many things in my head.

but i cant even SAY anything.

yea.

all i can say is.

MY LIFE'S IN A MESS.

yea.

ok..

one that i can say here is.

JOEL LEOW.

ohh for god's sake.

someone please save him.

zzz

ahhh.

you know.

i dont know who can save you.

you're as stubborn as a bull.

and you totally dont love yourself

yea.

maybe your childish decision's right.best way is to die.

i totally see your point of view now.

zzz

ARGH.

i totally hate you.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have nothing to say here.

haha.

hanbing.

sorry to make you wait so long

haha.

to see me type this whole lot of shit.

haha.

^^"

some other time then i post my sec 1 and 2 pics la.

now lazy (:

maybe our love would catch like fire

as it burns through me.

FAV PHRASE.!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, August 19, 2006

12:29 PM

MEMORIES.

(:
haha.
i came across my NEOPRINTS.
omg.
i look RETARDED.
when i was in sec 1.!!
and 2.!!
AND NOW.
and forever
=.=ll
haha.
look at some of these.!

retarded ~

retarded again ~

god i look violent.

retarded.!

STUPID AGAIN.!

lame face ~

dumb ~

there is something wrong with this picture.!!
WHY ARE MY EYES SO..
dark.!?

LAME.!!

okay.. retarded. my bro's there.

okay....... RETARDED POSE.!

ok.
this looks better.
hehe xD

RETARDED.

I LOOK RETARDED STILL.!!

OMG. THIS IS RETARDED.!

EW.!?

NO WE DON'T RAWK.

EW. RETARDED.

RETARDED.
why do i always look retarded.?

blehhs~

bro's face totally disfigured.!

these were taken when i was...
SEC 2.!!!!
I SERIOUSLY LOOK RETARDED.
but my cousin's so pretty ~

anyway.
this is a recent one...
but.
er.
^^"..

okay.....
whatever.
dad found out im using.!!
GTG.!
will continue next time
xD

I'M SO NOT PHOTOGENIC.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, August 13, 2006

1:40 PM

omg.
im feeling so stressed.
yea.
i cant really write it out here.
WHICH BOTHERS ME.
yea.
thats mainly the reason why im keeping a diary.
=.=ll
gees.
i really need someone to talk to.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO STRESSED.
you know.
i never really got stressed over homework..
or studying..
or something like that..
yea..
only over the piano.
yea.
=.=ll
stupid piano.
anyway.
life hasnt been any better.
yea.
i dont know if you're reading this.
but i'll just mention here.
yea.
i really erm.
just want to be your friend.
yea.
erm.
im not really bothered by the fact ( i think )
that you like me or something.
you dont have to feel awkward either.
cause im totally okay with it.
im sorry but.
you dont really have to come up with ideas.
to ask if i did wear the necklace or not.
yea.
you can just ask me directly.
and yea.
i feel that you've totally gotten over the fact that
you like me or something.
im not meaning to be bhb.
but i just wanna tell you.
dont be bothered by it.
^^
haha.
yea.
i knew what your msg meant la.
i just wanted to hear from you.
yea.
you're a great guy and all.
but i treated you as a best friend
^^"..
so..
yea.
haha.
mistake there.?
haha.
anyway.
maybe this'll make you feel better.
cause i feel that.
i would be soo comfortable if i stead with you.
xD
haha.
yea.
comfortable.
but if we stead.
=.=ll
it'll be only one sided..
yea.
so.
haha.
i told that to xy and yy.
and they were like.
OMG.
DID I HEAR WRONGLY.?
haha.
yea.
^^"
~.~...
ohh wells.
im crapping.
dont worry k.
I REALLY HOPE YOU'LL SEE THIS.
or i'll just tell you in school on monday
^^"..
dont worry.!!
i still wanna be friends with you
^^
must call me (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, August 07, 2006

11:48 AM

finally i can come online.
know what.
im pissed.
REALLY PISSED.
im so pissed.
so pissed.
so pissed.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
PISSED.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know what.
tuesday i intended to go out.
AND MY MOM DONT LET ME.
nevermind.!
I SHOULD GET USED TO THIS.
and you know what.?!
i asked if the six could come to my house and she said.?
NO.
TOOT.!
i was so.
i dont know.
i almost fainted.
i took a real deep breath.
slowly...
trying to calm myself down.
( if not i'll really scold her a bitch or something )
and i said..
YOU GOOD YOU GOOD.!
that sounds GAY.
seriously
but theres nothing else coming out of my mouth..
its just..
WTF.?!
i just walked off.
WHAT ELSE CAN I DO.?!
scold and scold her more.!?
whatever.
i just left.
and she was like.
amanda.
amanda.!
AMANDA.!
come over now.!
and i reluctantly went over.
and she was like.
dont show me this kind of attitude.
YEA RIGHT.
HOW NOT TO.
TELL MEEEEEEEEE.
i was like.
YEA WHATEVER.
and i left.
so pissed.
so pissed.
fine.
she dont allow me to go out.
she dont allow my friends to come over.
she dont allow me to SMS.!
she dont allow me to talk on the phone.
she dont allow me to go online.
she dont allow me to play my xbox.
TELL ME.
WHAT CAN I DO AT HOME.
FINE.
so i was pissed.
played need for speed a little.
had a freaking splitting headache.
went upstairs.
bro playing the internet he stole from the neighbour.
and i asked.
can i use msn a while.?
and he said.?
why should i let you use.?
always use msn.
blah blah blah.
i was like.
FARK.
he promised k.!!
but you also always play maple.!
i dont care.
this is my comp.
i dont want you to use msn.
FINE.
I TELL YOU.
ONE DAY YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BE LUCKY ANYMORE.
IM GOING TO TELL EVERYONE.!!
AND YOU'LL LOSE YOUR INTERNET.
I ASSURE YOU THAT.
its just not fair.
HE IS ALWAYS LUCKIER THAN I AM.
and im always getting blamed..
not fair.
SERIOUSLY NOT FAIR.
I HATE MY FREAKING LIFE.!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;